My creative bursts --> sign of Distress

I wrote a new song on Icaraus... This is a bad thing... It means I'm depressed...  I've been writing songs, prose, and poetry a lot... and blogging regularly as well... I must be really down, *le sigh*...

Anyway, I really like this song that I just wrote this past week...  My songs tend to be about failing or failed relationships because I like to them as allegories for things going wrong in life in general.  Ask me to play it for you one day.  As of right now, it's untitled... I'd like to name it something that plays on the words of 'letting go' and 'falling out of love'... when my brain is less tense, the name will come.

But for now, enjoy:


Can you spare me a moment...
Can you spare me an evening...
Can you spare me a lifetime of pain?

But you won't spare me the heartbreak
No, you won't spare me that heartache
Because you're a coward and you'll never say
What need to be said

I cannot hold on for a moment longer
Sometimes I wish I was a little bit stronger
For both of our sakes
For both of our sakes

No point in fighting, when I'm always losing
I made my choice in you, but you're still choosing
I don't like this place
Hold my breath 'til I wake

My heart it needs a break
I don't want to hate you today
Every day it starts the same
Will it ever change?

Because we make up, then we wake up
And we break up again
We will never grow
Because we can never let go

But I know

I cannot hold on for a moment longer
Sometimes I wish I was a little bit stronger
For both of our sakes
For both of our sakes

No point in fighting if I'm always losing
I made my choice in you, but you're still choosing
I don't like this place
Hold my breath 'til I wake

'Please don't go', you'll probably beg me
But I can't do this anymore
Please don't think that I'll regret this
Feels so good to finally let go

'Cause I know

I cannot hold on for a moment longer
Sometimes I wish I was a little bit stronger
For both of our sakes
For both of our sakes

No point in fighting if I'm always losing
I made my choice in you, but you're still choosing
I don't like this place
Hold my breath 'til I wake

I cannot hold on for a moment longer
Sometimes I wish I was a little bit stronger
For both of our sakes
For both of our sakes

No point in fighting, if I'm always losing
I made my choice in your, but you're still choosing
I can't fight this place
Hold my breath 'til I wake


~ LondonFoundGirl