It's hard to know what to feel now... that's four of the best years of my life that have passed by... Rutgers was more than just a degree granting institution... it was my home, one of the few places where I truly felt like I belonged... where I thrived... where I learned that I could be more than what I thought...
Yeah, I didn't win every battle... but for all it was worth, I think I came out alright...
And now this chapter of my life, whether or not I like it, is done and I don't know what to feel... I want to feel sad, but it wasn't meant to last forever, and I came in knowing that... and I've accomplished so much and left on such a good note, it's hard to be sad for long...
I want to feel happy, but I keep looking back and wondering at all the woulda, coulda, and shoulda's... and prematurely missing everyone who I'm leaving behind....
Don't know what to feel... for now. I know in time I will grow content. I will take away everything positive from these past four years and the negative will fade away in the distance as I wish to remember only fond things of Dear old Rutgers and Miss Douglass...
I've had the best four years that anyone could have asked for, and for that, I am grateful... and I will miss them...
I shall not dwell on my loss for too long... I plan on making the next four years of my life even more incredible.
Watch out world!!! She is unleashed....
LondonBoundGirl
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