New Song... Entitled: "Forever"

This is the latest song that I've written on my guitar...

It's about a mentally ill patient who falls in love with her dedicated psychologist and friend. When she's released from the psych ward, she attempts to take their friendship and love further, but is rejected, sending her spinning into another mental episode where she confuses the affection and warmth that he showed her in her more fragile state in the past for a romantic relationship... 'You said 'forever'.' she claims...

Another tragedy of unrequited love *le sigh*.

Sometimes I wish I could write a song that could make the whole world cry
Then everyone would know exactly what I feel inside without you

But I can never find the flavor bold enough to let them taste my sin
And I can never find the words deep enough to let them in...

I want to know now, what I've got to do
To get things back to the way they were before
Not smart enough to figure it out, so let me know
You said forever, you said forever more

Yet here we are... I'm on the outside
Looking in because you shut the door
Right in my face... Where did we go wrong?
You said forever, you said forever more

Was it me this time? Why did I even ask, it's always me
I can never seem to get things right...
I'm just too much, I love, I feel and need too much
Way too much from you
Too much to take in one swallow
So you spat me out for something you could chew

I want to know now, what I've got to do
To get things back to the way they were before
This is the last time, I promise, baby
You said forever, you said forever more

Won't misbehave, I'll only love you
Like I'm meant to, so please open the door
I'm well again, I'm wiser, I'm better
You said forever, you said forever more

What happened to forever, loving me forever more?
What happened to forever, loving me forever?

I'll take my medicine, like the doctor said
I won't cheat no more
I'll listen to you, when we argue
I'll remember what we're fighting for
I'm so ashamed, so, so ashamed
So I'll wear these scars to remind me
That I'm always to blame
I'm always to blame

I know it's my fault, I'll fix it baby
Not strong enough to live without you
I'll fix it baby, just open up the door
Won't misbehave, I'll only love you

I thought you said I couldn't
Get rid of you quite that easily
I know it's my fault, but tell me baby
You said forever, whenever did forever end?

What happened to forever, loving me forever more?
What happened to forever, loving me forever...

I guess no one can love me like this...



~ LondonFoundGirl